That girl you had a crush on or

as Dr. John says, "If I don't do it somebody else will"

I just came home from watching American Gangster and received a text message that said a friend of mine and an actual NYC model "hooked up" with a girl that I had a crush on.

I kept telling my friends that I had a chance with her but only to here that I'm out of my mind. That and her constant mentioning of a boyfriend that I have never seen kept me away from being aggressive, but who am I kidding, I didn't pursue it.

My heart beat a moment or two when I heard it and a feeling of disappointment came over me. I have no other way of letting out my feelings other than writing about it. And since this is a blog about finance, I will conclude with that. But I think it is self evident what I'm getting at.

If you truly believe in something, don't let it be a crush or desire and never let your friends talk you out of anything because they have no idea where you are coming from.

BECAUSE FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU DON'T WANT TO HAVE YOUR HEART BEAT A MOMENT ON TWO SATURDAY NIGHT ALL ALONE!

YOU WANT TO BE SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE'S DECISIONS ON THIS MOST WONDERFUL OF NIGHTS.